Sunday, 20 July 2014

Today I feel...

Anxious. Why haven't I received an reply?


It's hard to leave again. It's hard to leave the friends behind. It's hard to start over yet again. It's hard particularly when you feel you have found someone special...

Monday, 7 July 2014

Sunday, 15 June 2014

We will always be "just friends"

We never slept together but we shared a bed more than once. We never kissed but we held hands. We were never boyfriend/girlfriend but we were close friends. My flatmate once told me "I hope you two end up together". Don't really know how he felt about me but I felt something for him. Nothing ever really happened but wish it had. He has someone else now. He's one of the reasons I need to leave this place. We were out together with friends and as the two of us were getting drinks another couple assumed we were boyfriend/girlfriend when starting a conversation with us. It was like a knife went through my heart...

Crowded House - Don't Dream It's Over

Tuesday, 13 May 2014


I may be not have a husband, boyfriend, children. But I have my life, my health, my friends, my job.

I am happy. And tomorrow I will be happier than today, everyday.

Almost there...

LORDE - Everybody Wants To Rule The World