One more...

I now fear for SA...

Ignorance is a blessing?

Being an atheist, going to Rome to live and then complaining about it all being very religious (St Peters Basilica, Saints' street names).

WTF?!

Ellie Goulding - Your Song

Feeling

Getting excited about Christmas Holidays etc

Gotan Project - La Revancha del Tango

Diana Damrau - The Queen of the Night aria (Die Zauberflote - Mozart)

Pachelbel - Canon in D (string quartet)

sleepless

Every night, instead of going to bed early, I stay up late, playing about on my laptop. I tire myself on purpose because I want to avoid reaching the next day. If I'm awake, then tomorrow won't get here right?

Miley Cyrus - Wrecking Ball

Baby

Today at lunchtime the "baby talk" started. One of my friends has had her first a few months ago and was saying how she is looking forward to number 2. And then another started saying, quite lightly, "oh well, not sure what I'll do, my boyfriend is not quite into it yet and they say after 35 it's not really advised so only a few more years before that day comes...". At that point I almost wanted to cry. How jealous I was... No baby, no boyfriend, wasted my best years on someone who just used me as he had someone else.
I didn't cry then but I can't stop myself now. No one is watching...

These days...

... are filled with work. And I'm not sure I'm even enjoying it. How can I not know if I am enjoying my job or not? Should I not be able to feel it?
Anyway, Christmas is almost here, so a good 3 weeks off will be nice. That's the sort of time that really allows me to switch off and recharge.

RY X - Berlin

Depressing

Coming to this blog, almost 3 months later since the last post, read the last post and realising that it was exactly what I was going to write...