A Single Woman

Monday, 19 December 2011

Goldfrapp - Eat Yourself

If you’d only cut
So no doubt the blade is deep
You could long your life
Seated on that land
You went south on the train
She wore plastic boots for rain
And you crawl along the floor in
your dream dear, caught lonely

Who will I be when I'm with you again
Silver jet in the sky
You are the pain
Got a song, got to sing
For life

If you’d only cut
So no doubt the blade is deep
If you don't eat yourself
You will explode instead

Cause i know i love you so
When I know you don't love me
you were the last alone
Get wicked, did it come

Who will I be when I'm with you again
Silver jet in the sky
You are the pain
Got a song, got to sing
For life

Sunday, 18 December 2011

I Think I'm Paranoid (?)

You can look, but you can't touch
I don't think I like you much
Heaven knows what a girl can do
Heaven knows what you've got to prove

I think I'm paranoid
And complicated
I think I'm paranoid
Manipulate it

[Chorus:]
Bend me, break me
Anyway you need me
All I want is you
Bend me, break me
Breaking down is easy
All I want is you

I fall down just to give you a thrill
Prop me up with another pill
If I should fail, if I should fold
I nailed my faith to the sticking pole

I think I'm paranoid
Manipulate it
I think I'm paranoid
And complicated

[Chorus:]
Paranoid
I think I'm paranoid

[Chorus:]
Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me
Maim me, tame me, you can never change me
Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me
Please me, tease me, go ahead and leave me

Bend me
Break me
Anyway you need me
As long as I want you baby it's all right

Bend me
Break me
Any way you need me
As long as I want you baby it's all right.

Guys are all bastards (II)

Yes, this is post number 2 on this subject, the first can be found here!
So I've been going out with this guy, things are going well, etc, etc. He has told me he is divorced, no kids but still has stuff to finish off splitting with his ex-wife. Fine, I thought. I like him and to a certain extent it explains why he was available and proves he can commit.
Today I went shopping for his Christmas present and almost bumped into him and his ex-wife. He didn't see me but I'm feeling pretty rubbish now. I knew they were meeting up to sign off stuff, but seeing them next to each other was not something I was expecting to happen... She is very pretty.
He also told me he was going to call me and he hasn't. So I tried calling him to check about meeting tomorrow and he didn't answer and hasn't called back.