A Single Woman

Friday, 31 January 2014

Lately

not the picture of health. Colds and etc... Getting better now!

Wednesday, 22 January 2014

Those eyes...

Benedict Cumberbatch

At least dreaming is still free... and legal!

Tuesday, 21 January 2014

Monday, 20 January 2014

Sunday, 19 January 2014

Jack Nicholson in "As good as it gets"

Saturday, 18 January 2014

Today

didn't help I woke up with a sore throat and feeling the flu coming...

The ghosts of relationships past

I feel haunted, I feel particularly haunted by a couple of relationships and a crazy phase I went through.

The person I left behind to pursue my career, the person I thought would leave their wife to pursue a life with me, the phase I just went out to party and wake up next to someone I would never want to see again. I did many mistakes during that time, I don't even want to considered they were part of my life. It's the one I regret the most. I still enjoy my career and I was very unhappy in the one I had before. I unfortunately then fell for the usual old tale hoping I would end up being the chosen one and then that never happened. I wasted a lot of time waiting...

This is probably why I feel that a bigger change in my life is becoming a necessity. So that I stop associating where I currently am with the last three "things":
-the man I left
-the man who wouldn't leave
-the men who never entered

I have learnt from my mistakes.

Holidays

I had been speaking with a friend of mine about going on holidays and we even had a destination, Japan. I was so excited about it but now she says she may have to move house and therefore can't do both. I am so gutted. I was sooo looking forward to a long, exotic, Asian holiday. I've never been to Asia, like proper Asia. Furthest east I've been is Moscow, and Mediterranean Turkey.
It's the ~~second~~ third time a 2014 holiday plan goes down the drain...
Maybe this is just not the year to go away on a complicated, exciting holiday. Hopefully it will be a year of change though!