Today at lunchtime the "baby talk" started. One of my
friends has had her first a few months ago and was saying how she is
looking forward to number 2. And then another started saying, quite
lightly, "oh well, not sure what I'll do, my boyfriend is not quite into
it yet and they say after 35 it's not really advised so only a few more
years before that day comes...". At that point I almost wanted to cry.
How jealous I was... No baby, no boyfriend, wasted my best years on
someone who just used me as he had someone else.
I didn't cry then but I can't stop myself now. No one is watching...
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