I had a dream...

I have again dreamt about teeth, and it's never nice. Basically I dream that as I am speaking and opening my mouth, the (tiny) pressure of the cheeks on my teeth makes them come out, or better, fall out! And then I panic about it, evidently! I think I just close my mouth and start running away.

"To dream that you have rotting or decaying teeth implies that you may have said something that you shouldn't have. You may have uttered some false or foul words and those words are coming back to haunt you. (...)
To dream that your teeth has fallen out and you try to refit them back into the mouth signifies a lack of self-confidence and embarrassment. You are afraid that others will know of your short-comings. If you acted calmly in your dream, then it may point to how can make the best out of any situation. You are able to rise above unfavourable circumstances."
From DreamMoods.

Quote

"I know the world isn't fair, but why isn't it ever unfair in my favor?"
Bill Waterson

So true

St Germain - So Flute

New Year Resolutions

1-write on this blog more often
2-be healthy; continue to eat well and exercise (even if it is to continue it can still be a resolution, right?)
3-continue and improve keeping in contact with friends
4-get a new job/role
5-think positive thoughts and be happy!!!

2014

One more...

I now fear for SA...

Ignorance is a blessing?

Being an atheist, going to Rome to live and then complaining about it all being very religious (St Peters Basilica, Saints' street names).

WTF?!

Ellie Goulding - Your Song

Feeling

Getting excited about Christmas Holidays etc

Gotan Project - La Revancha del Tango

Diana Damrau - The Queen of the Night aria (Die Zauberflote - Mozart)

Pachelbel - Canon in D (string quartet)

sleepless

Every night, instead of going to bed early, I stay up late, playing about on my laptop. I tire myself on purpose because I want to avoid reaching the next day. If I'm awake, then tomorrow won't get here right?

Miley Cyrus - Wrecking Ball

Baby

Today at lunchtime the "baby talk" started. One of my friends has had her first a few months ago and was saying how she is looking forward to number 2. And then another started saying, quite lightly, "oh well, not sure what I'll do, my boyfriend is not quite into it yet and they say after 35 it's not really advised so only a few more years before that day comes...". At that point I almost wanted to cry. How jealous I was... No baby, no boyfriend, wasted my best years on someone who just used me as he had someone else.
I didn't cry then but I can't stop myself now. No one is watching...

These days...

... are filled with work. And I'm not sure I'm even enjoying it. How can I not know if I am enjoying my job or not? Should I not be able to feel it?
Anyway, Christmas is almost here, so a good 3 weeks off will be nice. That's the sort of time that really allows me to switch off and recharge.

RY X - Berlin

Depressing

Coming to this blog, almost 3 months later since the last post, read the last post and realising that it was exactly what I was going to write...